I have lied and cheated, people manipulated and exploited according to my will, because i thought that the people do not deserve any better around me.
Than I learnd to love and I saw that my life was a lie. Through my mistakes I have grown big and strong, I have other people inflicted suffering and now I can give my loved ones all the love and affection, which I have taken from all the others before them.
I was a terrible person but now I have understood and learned.
Desprite everthing I have done, everything how it ended, all the suffering I have taken upon myself and I have done to other people, I do Not regret it, because that has turned me into what I am now.